And just like that reality comes back. He has a life. I have a life. He might have a new girl in his life. I suspect that but he has not told me. Actually we don't video call anymore. Just the occasional facebook message. I can feel us slipping away. The excitement for what could be.
Our worlds are just so far apart. And i didn't appreciate you when ten years ago when we had the chance for something more.
So goodbye my lover that never was. We will also never be.