Goodbye my lover

 This is hard to do but we must

I want seven days

 So I am breaking up with you. goodbye.

I have to say goodbye to you

 This isn't healthy. We are bad for each other. We have to say goodbye and move on. Goodbye.

Maybe this is the new healthy life I needed all along

 Maybe taking a bit of time to ourselves and getting both our lives back on track is exactly what I needed and he did too.

Stuck in no mans land

Stuck between lovers and and friends with something more or a companion.

Stuck between wanting you and not knowing what I want.

Stuck between thinking I know what I want and knowing that the past has never worked and holds life lessons to live a better life.

Stuck between contacting you and going to sleep.

Of wanting to contact you but not knowing if I can or if it is welcome or even if I can.

Stuck between giving you space and me drifting away

Stuck between something stable and playing with fire.