So I guess this is goodbye

 You were my best friend and lover. 

Thank you for ignoring me

Sometimes when things go bad, its when true colours shine. I know I have problems but I think your issues are greater. 

I'm with you out of attachment and unholy things. New haven't ever really been a couple. Maybe you don't even have feelings. 

Anyhow thank you for treating me like shit so I can walk away even if the short term is hard.

I need you to ignore me

 I have to let you go. This halfway is not good for me. I've wasted enough time on you. I get treated like ...well sometimes well but you can't commit to me. I want to be with someone that makes me feel special.That wants to build a life together. 

I need to believe you and move on when you say its not what you want.