If only i could tell you how i feel

Your close by but so far away. We live in two different worlds now. I collected my stuff and left the other day.

"Keep in touch, call me, email me" and so we said goodbye to a love that could have been but never got the chance to find out.

I held back so many times. Was it you? Was it me? Did i not feel i had your attention or was it that i was too insecure to show my real self?

Those moments when i missed you, should i have told you?

I miss you now. 

You will never know that.