Hurt too many times

Sometimes i want to cry. Cry because i'm at that stage where there has been too many men, too many broken hearts. Its hard to trust someone.

I want somebody to love so badly, yet i also value my freedom and love feeling that special attraction.

But throwing down the towers around me is so very hard. What if he is not interested? What if i get hurt once again?

Sometimes i just want to say goodbye to these feelings i feel for him. They are too intense, too hard. 

I want to cry. 

I like him but he is not here. I don't know where he is. He is not making an effort to getting in touch.

Do i forget about him. just let it go cos life like that?