Tonight is the night i realise

That you were never into me and that you will never be. It was all in my imagination.

You had months to contact me and somehow i thought waiting patiently would result in some sort of miracle.

I fell for an illusion in my head. I barely knew you. I;m dsaying goodbye to the memory you left in my head. I tried my best. I was never the one for you. You were never to be despite my stupid illusions of living happily ever after with a man i never knew.

You in history now. With the M's and david's that got in touch long after their time had past and it was too late.

Have a lovely life G. I doubt you will. I want nothing to do with the mess that is your relationships.

Goodbye.