He cancelled on me because he went out and got drunk with a colleague. Sent a few measly texts of apology, thirty mins after we were meant to catch up. I am silent.
Today nothing.
I'm going through mixed emotions. Anger and being upset. A little bit of crying and a little bit of wanting to hurl abuse his way and a little bit of knowing that this is the first blemish and its not such a big deal and that i want to get through this.
I want to tell him that i wish he could grow some balls and just pick up the phone. Harsh - something i never would say to his face but having a rant online is all i need.
This is why it never worked out first time around. What about now?
Does he still harbour the same feelings?
Today nothing.
I'm going through mixed emotions. Anger and being upset. A little bit of crying and a little bit of wanting to hurl abuse his way and a little bit of knowing that this is the first blemish and its not such a big deal and that i want to get through this.
I want to tell him that i wish he could grow some balls and just pick up the phone. Harsh - something i never would say to his face but having a rant online is all i need.
This is why it never worked out first time around. What about now?
Does he still harbour the same feelings?
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