Feeling a twang of something

Feeling a twang of something Most of the time I feel all good – that I hate you and want nothing to do with you. But honestly I am aware of where you are and who are you. I look at you and wish I still didn’t think you were kind of cute.  I try and pick holes with you.  And when I find out what your upto I’m a little upset that you dropped me and that there are no implications. That your not even upset. Because in reality, while I am thinking of another, I feel rejected. If I had not felt the neglect and the rejection I never would have gone there.  But I have. A lesson learnt. And now I’m excitied about him and value trust and honesty. Goodbye to you but you have still hurt me.,