On missing a younger self that believed

I remember when i believed in soul mates and twin flames and thought i had met with eternity. That something special existed in the world and perhaps i had found it. And these day beaten away, what do we even say. Its another life.

I criticise him for losing that magic but so have i.  I don't even fantasise that he may be the one. He's a nice boy offering something more than a dull life and someone i can cuddle with.