Feeling betrayed

Or am i just too late. So i thought a man was crazy with me. But the thing is i have for years and i have thrown his feelings away. And now, i wait on the side lines waiting for a call. But he does not call. He can. Something tells me its not quite right. Perhaps i have missed the boat for something wonderful while i was fooling around with a man that betrayed me anyways. Perhaps this is a lesson to be learnt. To cherish those closest to us as gold and new friends as silver and that it counts for men too. I'm over the man of yesterday. I am falling for the man of tomorrow who has been my best friend all along. Yet, i may be too late for once. I may have missed the boat just as i start falling in love.