After a tumultuous few days of feeling down, today is a turning point. I know this too will pass but I am feeling content.
Nice chat with the man from far away but I focused in on him than me, getting to know him, about what stresses him out, and also just having a laugh. I fall for him more and more each day.
Works also a bit calmer having told my manager about where I was struggling and asking to tune out of something and leaving it with them to sort out. I have my own projects as we go on.
I've had a lovely week staying with mum. Absolutely lovely. I was meant to be here for her but instead she has healed me.
And I have a date tonight with the man closer to Home that I have been chatting too. Let's see where an in person dinner goes. My heart is with another who does not know, but no harm in just an innocent dinner. I hope I am not being unfair to him.
One foot not quite in the place I want to be and the other not quite in where I don't want to be.
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