Will it ever work

 I dream of him. We wake up every morning together and old. I picture us both middle aged and really old because neither of us are young.

But maybe we are not meant to be. I want to see more effort from you. But I out too much in, you are stressed, the wold is is a much worst state. I can hold things together bu I need to know a bit from you!

I miss you. and every message you send me makes sparks fly. 

I also love you.

I  actually love you. and this is more real than before.

the only but is that maybe we will Never ever be together