Not you. Just the apps of our communication.
Because seeing your lack of response is hard. And today I know you took a break and you needed space over contact with me. But you have no idea how badly I am doing. I need to walk away from you and today and your comments were a realisation. I still love you very much. But I guess you are not. Or I am not meant for you.
I still have hope for us but maybe I need to start stepping back. To stop crying when I see some of your messages. You say detrimental for relationships and I am realising that. Even though I also think you are amazing.
Maybe its not us and I just need to work on local relationships that might work. Maybe the Aussie culture works better for me that the sub-continental one...
Who knows...but all I know is thet I am available and you can reach out but you don't but maybe that is a cultural thing that you can't. I'm struggling too.....
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