A turning point on the books

Something is coming, i can feel it. A new stage in life. A new beginning. At present i am getting my house in order.

New apartment, new found confidence, a refreshing outlook, a beautiful life.

Just think, next week it will be just me and I, with my ocean views and floor to ceiling windows.

Its a new beginning in which to build a life where i am happy and refreshed. 

Something is happening in the background, i can just feel it.

When you have it all but the man

Career progresses in leaps and bounds but what about me?

I can accrue people, sit in a management role, be everything i ever wanted at such a young age. 

And then what is it that i want?

A man to snuggle upto at night

That is all

And David

I miss David

I want David

Pity he does no feel the same

Pity he does not call