On imagining

 So maybe we could have that future? I think yes. You and I - we work

 So there is someone I get excited about. But he is unexpected. Like always there but always not. I can see this work but it is complicated. But what happens when you meet someone you trust absolutely.  Does he move? do I move? we can both move? I am excited once more for a man. This time it feels real. We are truly best friends. With a smile on my face I fall asleep.