When friends let you down

And so someone i knew for 8 years made a move on me. Completely unexpected, he kissed me.

And it was a pleasent surprise and with 8 years of friendship behind us i trusted him. I let him in, not just ohysically on the surface but emotionally as well. Because he was my friend, i could trust him, he wouldnt hurt me.

And how wrong i was and a friend can hurt you more than some random stranger, more than even an enemy.

My life is crazy --> work, sex, men, alcohol, dancing , tears

Lots and lots of tears