Thursday, January 30, 2014

The lucky one

Its one of those days. It's been a while since i've had that fabulous feeling. But then at times i realise how fabulous the world actually is. When things start crashing down, its about remembering who i really am.

So i have more education than most in the world. Prestigious universities. An engineering degree and an MBA from only the best in the most liveable city in the world.  I've worked for the tier 1 companies all my life and known nothing but success. I've travelled the world for pleasure and work. Spend time at airports and business lounges contemplating buying that designer handbag most could only dream of.

I have a home with ocean views. A boy that dotes on me and love me and holds me so tight every night. Parents that love me.

I'm actually one of those people that have achieved what others may called a pipedream. I;ve jumped out of a plane, i've spend a month trekking through the himalayas, i've fallen off a surfboard and struggled to get up while falling off my ski's on snow. I've wished i could walk better in stilletos in the snow while on a business trip to the other side of the city.

I was able to take a year off and more and sustain myself in a luxury world. Holidays amoungst study. I own two investment properties, a share portfolio i have lost track of, a luxury apartment decked out with only the best.

So i've been unemployed for a bit since finishing study. The thing is i'm also picky. I only want to do what i am passionate about and to have a job i love. I get along well with CEO's and am someone amazing set to achieve big things in life.

This feeling of stress and insecurity that i feel at times. I will look back and laugh. For one day , even today the job will come. Its a matter of seeing reality for what it is. I have this amazing life and it takes hard work and time and patience to keep at it. I couldn't of made any decision any differently because every step i have taken has led me to where i am.

Is there anyone i wish i was? No way.

There is no one with the success' behind them and the personal relationships i have that would want to make me swap my life with anyone.  Life is just really good and its about appreciating the good things in life.

Thankyou world for giving me so much and continuing to do so. 

Monday, January 27, 2014

One of those days

I need to find a job.

I'm hungry for it. I know what i want. To work for a multinational in sales in the power sector.

But my search is far and wide after four months of unemployment. Its been a while. It's placing strain on my relationships. I have a man that i love but he is leaving.  Sort of. He still treats me better than any man has ever. Its just he's not meeting up to the standards that he himself has set. And i miss his old self

But i guess life is about compromises. If he was making too many, now is my time.

I love him. I want a job. I want life back on track again.

Willing that perfect role to come my way. Sending good vibes.