And his role was to teach me a life lesson. That chasing fairytales isn't the way to go and to see reality for what it is.
So many people around me have such fullfilling lives by sticking to their values and whats important. I on the other hand have been chasing status and money and looks.
Its not the right place and no wonder it has not worked out.
There is a perfect girl out there for him. But that girl is not me.
I am at that life stage where i want to take a step back career wise and to enjoy life with a partner who also feels the same way. Someone that wants to focus on getting married, having kids and building a life together.
He had other plans and they barely included me. Half the time i kept getting surprised and upset. A lifetime of loneliness living in the shadows of his career would not have been for me.
He has a noble profession and he will go onto save many many lives and making the world a better place.
I on the other hand will go on and build a family and a life for myself and the special people around me. I won't be saving the world but i will make that special difference and significant impact for a little bit of people in my life.
Goodbye to you my trusted friend. Goodluck and all the best with life, career and love. I hope you achieve and get everything you ever wish for in life.
Thankyou for the realisations and the life lessons. We tried so hard you and I and we can both walk away knowing that there was nothing left to do.
So many people around me have such fullfilling lives by sticking to their values and whats important. I on the other hand have been chasing status and money and looks.
Its not the right place and no wonder it has not worked out.
There is a perfect girl out there for him. But that girl is not me.
I am at that life stage where i want to take a step back career wise and to enjoy life with a partner who also feels the same way. Someone that wants to focus on getting married, having kids and building a life together.
He had other plans and they barely included me. Half the time i kept getting surprised and upset. A lifetime of loneliness living in the shadows of his career would not have been for me.
He has a noble profession and he will go onto save many many lives and making the world a better place.
I on the other hand will go on and build a family and a life for myself and the special people around me. I won't be saving the world but i will make that special difference and significant impact for a little bit of people in my life.
Goodbye to you my trusted friend. Goodluck and all the best with life, career and love. I hope you achieve and get everything you ever wish for in life.
Thankyou for the realisations and the life lessons. We tried so hard you and I and we can both walk away knowing that there was nothing left to do.
