Sunday, May 29, 2011

Insecurity

I feel hurt. I really do. I trusted him and let him into my life. I needed to hear from him the next day to say he had a wonderful time with me. I waited patiently. He messages after eight days with something lame. Nothing to even hint that he has fallen in love with me.

I'm hurt. I have tears in my eyes. The man of my dreams would not treat me like this. It sets a precedence.

Every man in my life has hurt me to date. He is no different. The tears are streaming down now. I tried to trust you. and i did. I let myself. And you ignored me.

I don't trust my best friend. I don't trust you. I hate you all.

Sometimes i just want to run away. I'm too scared of getting hurt again. Are you worth it? Can i trust you. The answer is no. 

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