Its been a few tough weeks and i've wondered how i ended up where i am. But it gets to that stage where you realise you need to stop hurting and just get on with life. If he pulls away, just let him go and find my own life to enjoy rather than being so needy.
It will drive him nuts. As it already is.
I miss me and him. The way we used to be. The guy i thought he was.
Having invested so much time into this. Maybe its time to say goodbye. Maybe its time to work through all this. I'm not sure his family is bearable in my world.
I miss who he used to be. Or pretended to be. I know i;m in the wrong but today the way he was speaking, i felt like it was me against him and his family. And its not a nice feeling. I want to be with a man that thinks the world of me.
Thinking thinking.
Is this the life i want?
Is it time for that thankyou goodbye?
It will drive him nuts. As it already is.
I miss me and him. The way we used to be. The guy i thought he was.
Having invested so much time into this. Maybe its time to say goodbye. Maybe its time to work through all this. I'm not sure his family is bearable in my world.
I miss who he used to be. Or pretended to be. I know i;m in the wrong but today the way he was speaking, i felt like it was me against him and his family. And its not a nice feeling. I want to be with a man that thinks the world of me.
Thinking thinking.
Is this the life i want?
Is it time for that thankyou goodbye?
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