So our weekend away was good and bad. Sometimes I felt really sad but that was more about the state of my life, not too much to do with you other than your inability to commit. But at the end of the day I feel really comfortable with you. Sometimes your lack of affection except at night when I crave it is perfect. As I get my space and your company.
But the weekend away has made things more complicated and more strange and confusing. You are the man in my heart right now. Yet you are not available.
And I start pushing away from the other man, he appears even more keen.Yet I am starting to doubt if I like either of them.
Maybe this new medication was the miracle I needed.
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