To all the Max's and David's in the world, i have figured out. These men that i fall so hard for within moments, perhaps i am simply mistaking admiration for love.
He is everything i want to become in life. Am i filling in a gap? Am i mistaking a mentor for a lover? Is it all one way? Am i not as interesting to him? Am i not bringing much of my own to the table.
And he said -- you are not someone i think i want to spend fifteen hours a week with at least for the rest of my life. And as harsh and painful as that is, its what i need to walk away.
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