He's always on social media. Posting his pictures and making his life look so great. And i guess it is a great life. But there is something about it all that i feel so uncomfortable about. This isn't that fairytale i dreamed of. Do i want someone a little more private. Ive had extremes of men all my life.
This type of recognition and need for boasting is something new. So is the distance and having his way. Do i just call it quits now. Last few months have been going down hill. This could be my time to start afresh. Start anew. Practice letting go of what i do not want. Not so be needy to jump into something new so soon. Be content with life as it is.
Oh i don't know. To hold on or to let go. But all i know is that old anxiety is disapearing and the idea of disapearing is seeming more confy each day.
At Airley when i had lost it all and didn't know anyone, i survived. That means everything. Its was an experience i thank you for putting me through. Knowing that you are not the guy to be there always and forever.
That you could disapear at any moment.
So whats a good time worth?
This type of recognition and need for boasting is something new. So is the distance and having his way. Do i just call it quits now. Last few months have been going down hill. This could be my time to start afresh. Start anew. Practice letting go of what i do not want. Not so be needy to jump into something new so soon. Be content with life as it is.
Oh i don't know. To hold on or to let go. But all i know is that old anxiety is disapearing and the idea of disapearing is seeming more confy each day.
At Airley when i had lost it all and didn't know anyone, i survived. That means everything. Its was an experience i thank you for putting me through. Knowing that you are not the guy to be there always and forever.
That you could disapear at any moment.
So whats a good time worth?
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