It feels so good and perfect but...

So he dotes on me, calls me all the time and treats me like a princess. I feel secure, i feel good. Or am i just kidding myself?

So he still has a profile online. He is even updating it, making himself more marketable. Is he really ready to settle down? Is he as crazy about me as he claims? Is this why he is not sleeping with me?

I have this feeling in my heart and gut that this is nothing but a browsing exercise, perhaps one of self validation. That he is scared i will leave him for i am that dream girl he had on a pedestal all along.

The thing is i am hurt by it. Its a trust issue. No man is perfect. But...