As the final days of lockdown ending for what appears to be the last time looms close by, i can't but feel a little sad to saying goodbye to a life i've grown to love in a lot of ways. A much simpler life focusing on a simpler life without the frills and come what mays of modern life.
And i wonder what will become of this new relationship developed in lockdown where we have spent vast amounts of time together, almost living together and accelerating something that otherwise may have taken us years to get to. When the outside world comes into our little bubble of you and me, will we sill be as close as we are now? As things open up, will our days and nights where we spend 24/7, go for our bubble walks, supermarket entertainment and netflix and chilling slide by or is this hear to stay?
And what of the unspoken? Are we real? Are we public? Do we meet each others friends? Do we lead separate lives? Or does this just evolve into something that is just so beautiful and innocent and true. We share a special bond with each other and a kindness. I lay in your bed, in your arms or even separate but i feel so happy and together. Where once i would have felt emptiness, with you there is no empty. My cup is full. The kindness and goodness in your heart shines through and i can't believe i never saw that side of you. The boy or should i say, man that has always been part of my life, always caring, always trying.
I am cautiously looking forward to happier days and where we continue to grow together. You and I in this brave new post pandemic world.
Only time will tell as a new day will spawn very soon.
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