So the boy i did not appreciate figured it out for himself. And now i am with neither. It was sliding downhill anyway. Was the other night a desperate attempt at needing validation in another mans arms?
Tears forming in my eyes. He said goodbye. He's difficult to erase.
Life seems noisy once more. All of a sudden or has it always been like this. Study sessions, multi million dollar deals, men that forget about me, success too stressfull, bills to pay, property to buy, a mortgage to pay. Put on that confident armour for work, a forced smile for life.
Am i chasing pies in the sky? Is it time to settle with the one who knows me so well? Before my time runs out?
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