Saturday, June 04, 2011

Just a little bit sad

Or maybe a lot sad.

The thing is, two weekends have passed and you have not wanted to spend any of it with me. You fit me in during the week when you have a moment.

Its not really what i want. I feel tempted to just disappear.

Sometimes i cry.

Your remind me of a younger self. I don't know what this means.

I don't know anything sometimes.

Truly, madly, deeply. I want to fall in love. I want to look into your eyes and see that you love me. I would love to depnd on you and feel on top of the world. I want to love you so deeply and feel like it will never end. I want to stop feeling scared of getting hurt and living life in the sidelines. I want better judgement.....

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