Saturday, November 15, 2014

Last night i had a good time but..

So the suburbs were kind of nice. Not exactly what i wanted but it was nice just the same.

But this morning i woke up and he was sleeping and i just wanted to leave and now i'm back home and unhappy.

I called mum. She said this is life but in a real nice way.

The thing is, I'm not sure i want the solitary life that he offers. Maybe i need more than him.

I'm just not sure. I wish i could be happier.

I sometimes think if i find a man with a similar 9-5 to me, maybe the times spend together will be beautiful. Did living with that boy spoil me forever?

I don't know what to do....


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