And there is a strange sense of comfort in it too. He wants a mediocre life free of lifes hassles. He doesn't believe in love per se. Not the earth shattering love that knows too many outs and boundaries. He puts forward a philosophy to life based on sustainability and longelivity.
Maybe he is right.
This is a very different relationship. I am sitting here in the same room as him. Yet i am doing my own thing and he does his. In any other relationship we would be touching and kissing and cuddling. In this its just normal. Is this friendship.
Do i need more? Why don't we speak more.
Sometimes i'm sad. Other times maybe its ok.
I miss that old feeling tho. That feeling of being in love
Maybe he is right.
This is a very different relationship. I am sitting here in the same room as him. Yet i am doing my own thing and he does his. In any other relationship we would be touching and kissing and cuddling. In this its just normal. Is this friendship.
Do i need more? Why don't we speak more.
Sometimes i'm sad. Other times maybe its ok.
I miss that old feeling tho. That feeling of being in love
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