Somewhere along the way life became fun again

So what if i happen to love two men. And so what if i cuddle up with one over fun times, you tube comedy rabbit holes and alcohol while wondering if the other is fading away.

So what if we never become anything. We don't need to be anything. It was just nice to fall asleep in your arms. That was just sooo nice. 

I crave you. I miss you. But it's not like back in the day. You might be part of my life. Or maybe you won't be.