Sunday, July 04, 2021

And now there is a new you

 It was a random text. Come over for dinner and drinks, crash at mine. And seemed like a good idea. Someone i trust. Just the two of us. Been on plenty of platonic holidays and day trips. We get along ever so well. I like your dog. And after another lockdown i was craving some human company. Like quality company with a friend that's been around and has known me for a long time. Years. 7-8 years at that i think. And i said yes and i said i will crash. Knowing you didn't have a spare room and i didn't want to use your kids rooms and that i was going to stay in your bed. With you.

And you were a gentleman and we had such a chill and relaxed night and i surprised you by jumping into your bed. Not sure who initiated what but we cuddled all night long. And i saw the man from far away slowly fading away and you held me in your arms tighter and tighter. It felt so nice. The touch of another human. But more than that, once i trusted and felt so comfy around. And we slept in and cuddled some more. And you didn't push it beyond that. 

We went hiking and then we went looking for my cravings for idlis and on our return to your place we spent a solid ten hours going down you tube comedy rabbit holes with drinks and cuddles before falling asleep in your arms once more. And we slept in that morning to make up for our 2am sleep schedule and we chilled and relaxed through coffee and breakie before finally hugging goodbye and saying goodbye to the weekend. 

It all just felt so natural. We get along so well. And you held me so tight. And now i can't stop thinking about you. Because there is now you and the man from far away. But the man from far away is fading to the reality of you. Someone that's been in my life for so long. Someone that i lent on while i was down. Someone that checks in on me.  Someone where it all feels so natural. 

So i think i am falling for you. 

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