Thursday, September 16, 2021

I had a bad dream last night

 And its been effecting my mood all day. Up and down. I dreamt that he was really seeing this as only a fling. And he had someone he loved. And that's why we don't talk about things. That I was just that girl to fill around with when there was no one else. A placeholder.

He doesn't make me feel that way. But my moods are all over the place these days in between staying with him and staying at mine. 

I'm happier than I have ever been in a relationship.

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