And today i got some relief. A victory really and a sense of achievement. It may be a backward step in other's mind but this is exactly what i want. Time to spend with my parents. A job selling billion dollar deals. Based out of the city i love and want to be in.
There is a man in my life who is so lovely. But also a little bit flaky because he is so young. I'm in two minds. Do i tell my mum to just set me up with some man from lanka. Settle down because i am ready and live happily ever after as that is what i want. Or do i keep going with this.
The thing is i loved who he used to be. Now he is unsure and i have no confidence. So is it time to just walk away.
Almost doesn't count... that's what keeps repeating in my mind.
I thought he was everything. He turned out to be like every other man in my life - temporarily disguised as something more.
I have a job now. Maybe i let him go and see what happens. Have my own life.
Do i tell my mum to find someone for me. Let her introduce me to a man that wants me to make a sacrifice. To someone that wants to settle down. I'm the girl who's super successful but willing to give it all up for a man thats sure about it all.
The thing is he is not.
Is it time to say goodbye?
Maybe - but stay low for a bit while you figure it out....
There is a man in my life who is so lovely. But also a little bit flaky because he is so young. I'm in two minds. Do i tell my mum to just set me up with some man from lanka. Settle down because i am ready and live happily ever after as that is what i want. Or do i keep going with this.
The thing is i loved who he used to be. Now he is unsure and i have no confidence. So is it time to just walk away.
Almost doesn't count... that's what keeps repeating in my mind.
I thought he was everything. He turned out to be like every other man in my life - temporarily disguised as something more.
I have a job now. Maybe i let him go and see what happens. Have my own life.
Do i tell my mum to find someone for me. Let her introduce me to a man that wants me to make a sacrifice. To someone that wants to settle down. I'm the girl who's super successful but willing to give it all up for a man thats sure about it all.
The thing is he is not.
Is it time to say goodbye?
Maybe - but stay low for a bit while you figure it out....
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