Monday, January 30, 2012

changing of the tide

Its that sense of security and the fact that he has not really ever done anything wrong by me. Sure he ignores me for days and doesn't want to speak to me daily, but no man has in years and its still early days.

Sometimes he just wants life to be easy, not communicate too much, take it easy, lay in the dark and squeeze my hand tight. Men and women are so different. I hope we grow into each other, learn to be more honest and spill our deepest darkest secrets without fear of being judged.

Things are almost always going well. Its just scary sometimes. We are not getting any older and this really is putting it all with one man.

I do care for him, perhaps sometimes i think i love him. Time will tell, but can i afford the time?

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