Wednesday, February 27, 2013

On being an everybody else

Business school is a funny place. It frightens you, it pushes you, it tears apart your life into pieces and makes you pick yourself up when you least want to. It pushes you endlessly to really find out who your real friends are, what matters most in life and see the true shades of all around you.

Little by little you start hating this cauldron of capitalism but them in moments of despaire you find this incredible support network of people that have walked in your shoes before, of people that are walking beside you now and of people who are eagerly awaiting to be where you are and also people that dream of being where you are.

And yes it defines you but it also makes you stronger. Makes you realise whats important. Makes you prioritise what it is you want in life.

For all the bitterness in my life, i have simply learnt some life lessons faster than i would have otherwise. Got a little closer to myself and a little closer to that picture of the man i want to spend the rest of my life with.

Only time will tell but i suspect as i have every other time, i will look back with a smile and a good riddance for a man that just wasn't strong enough to be part of my life.

I'm spectacular and every thing in my life is spectacular. You were ordinary and bringing me down with you.

Thankyou for the lessons and for being such a flake. Thats what makes it easy to walk away from you. 

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