Dear John

I watched a movie tonight about timeless love. Dear John and the Notebook.

Of all the love you could have in the world, that is the one we aspire to. In the tragedy we cry at the missed moments. Of a love thats so real and true.

I crave to meet a man where my heart will race. That holiday romance that also lats forever. The man you meet on your tropical island and you can't even think about spending time away. 

Reality is hard. I watched Dear John and i couldn't figure out who dear John was. All the men of the past are no longer as apealing.

So there is R and G. Neither who are fairytale romances. Both men that hurt me occassionally.