Monday, July 25, 2011

I like him, i love him, i like him not, i love him not

I wonder how i feel about him? Am i scared? Do i question who he is? Am i simply too scared to get hurt? Do i miss him? Do i crave him?

Sometimes in the world of love, you just want your man to be honest. You want to fall in love in his arms and make love all night and wake up in his arms and have him squeeze you tight in the morning.

And instead he texts you a week after he last saw you, comes over for a DVD and sex, tells you about his big weekend out partying without you, jokes around while watching the amature movie, makes love to you while you fake an orgasm and he decides to eventually cum, an obligatory cuddle and then turns around and falls asleep.

And then you lay there feeling unsatisfied and cold, wishing to feel his arm around you like he used to. In the morning you wake up and try to touch him. He is asleep and refusing to even notice. You get out of bed, unsatisfied and emotionally empty. You get dressed and go to work.

You might here from him a week later.

Is it worth it?

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