Love is a rollercoaster and sometimes i want out.
Last wednesday and thursday night i was on Cloud nine. He was paying attention and i felt loved and wanted and beautiful. Five days on, i have not heard a thing more and i am down in the dumps.
Crying my eyes out. Not sleeping. Wondering. Watching my phone.
I hate this. Perhaps relationships are just not meant for me. Its just too hard.
Perhaps this waiting game is stupid. Perhaps all of it is just stupid.
A lovers show down. Or does he just not care. This is so like him. From the day i met him. I have never let him know it upsets me. I don't want to feel too needy.
I hate this feeling.
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