First date in ages. He was nice. I actually think I looked good and confident. Yet the sparks were not flying. Despite him trying so hard. I felt uncomfortable. Sometimes bored. Feel so bad for him. I've been speaking to him out of desperation. And now I crave a man I once ignored.
Minds can change.
Minds certainly can but I crave the man faraway who I actually feel we have more than lust for. For the first time in my life someone I get along with. Someone I once friend zones, just like with this guy but now I like.
What a cruel cruel mind.
But I miss that man that is so far away and doesn't know how much I have fallen for him.
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