I have had the most annoying day at work. Getting involved in politics and stuck. Its annoying but my care factor is also close to zero. I have better things I can do.
But the reality is I just want to vent. To talk to someone about it. A partner. And I want to talk to him. Not to the other him.
And I worry about him too. What happens if something happens. He's still working and out and about. It seems so odd as I sit at home all day, almost in a self imposed lockdown. The injustice in this world is so unfair.
I feel so down about it.
I need to start meditating.
I like being at mums.
Life goes by meaninglessly.
Sometimes I don't like my work. But hate would be too strong a word at the worst of times. Yet I can't say it excites me.
I love teaching meditation.
I love the sense of peace and calm I get from yoga and meditation,
I love the comforts of being at home with mum. It's really nice here. And nice to have company too. Especially when taking a break.
Next lockdown I will spend here.
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