Saturday, May 01, 2021

I've been speaking to someone

 So I've been speaking to a guy lately. On the phone. He seems alright. We call quite often. He is keen but I have been a tad busy to meet up. Mostly because of the way I look these days. I always feel like I need to lose some weight to truly really move on with my life. I am yet again on day three and starting to feel better albeit tired due to the insomnia. 

It's also that my heart is with another. Another that does not know. That I almost had the guts to tell. One I live in a dreamland with like he is beside me. One that is stopping me from moving  forward with anything. Something that is wonderful but heart wrenching at the same time. 

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