Tuesday, May 25, 2021

I get up in the middle of the night

To check if you have messaged. I know you must be busy. Lot is on for you. But sometimes I think I need to understand that this is also all happening inside my head. This whole relationship that I have with you. I live it out in my head to indulge. But that moment of indulgence has gone pretty far. We spend so much time together in my head. Inseperable. Is it us? or is it past boyfriends overlaid on you? It would be hard to make us work.

Maybe I should let you lead? 

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