Its hard to see him all the time. Most of the time i am over it, but seeing him and knowing how intimate we have been, its hard not to have feelings for him as i see him all the time. Hard to not be aware of him. Hard to stop wandering what really went through his head to say all these things and then act like a dodgy sleazebag behind my back.
It just slows down the process. If i were to never see him again, i would just slowly forget about him. I would put it down to that time i accidently fell in love with a white man.
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