Time to move forwards without looking back

This is just something that got messier and messier. And it was really the lack of communication. I've never been able to express my feelings, he's never really been there when i've been upset. I've felt neglected all along. And a best friend has been there when i needed a chat and a shoulder to cry on. He waited patiently while i did silly things. I hope i don't lose his heart. A man so trustworthy and lovely. One who's actions follow his words. One who calls me. One who cares about me. One who i can't get wrong because we have been friends for so long. Why have i been blind all this time.