Did i fall for somebody else?

Sometimes you meet men that seem too good to be true. Things just work without any drama. He takes you to two hat restaurants, opens doors, buys you flowers, calls and texts and can't get you out of his head.  He's making plans for the future and your joining him in all that you do and insisting he pay despite your multiple offers.  You think he's a keeper. You feel special. You smile.

And then all of a sudden nothing. You start thinking do i need to let him know i like him too. Why did he say he will call and didn't. And you make your move and he disapears even further. All those plans, all those moments, all of a sudden he's not so sure, he retreats into his own world.

And your out. And sometimes you can turn it around by ignoring him. Having a fabulous life. Hiding that he hurt you so that you can give him space.

And then there he is again, wanting to be your everything.  Little by little the strings are coming undone. He's not as classy as he made himself out to be, he's not as mature and astute. In fact he was merely trying to impress you in those first few moments until he had you.

And now its this rollercoaster if drama. The things i fell for, those sms's and sweet words telling me how much he enjoyed seeing me. I miss not having to worry about wheather or not he would keep his word.

Did i fall for someone else? Someone he pretended to be?

Is he loosing his glimmer?