A place for a booty call amidst new beginnings

Sometimes things are going along swimmingly and you don't want to stuff things up. New relationships, new beginnings, it seems needs time to simmer and marinate before they turn into loyal, endearing, passionate relationships.

So all that nervous energy, all that temptation to speak to him, all that desire and fairy tales which form and live out their own lives in your head. How do you stop that from ruining these new beginnings, scaring your man away. How do you stop yourself from jumping him at the very first moment you get a chance before your truly ready to sleep with him in a way that lovers do.

He sweeps me off my feet one second and runs away another. I know its about letting it all marinate and take its time.

Sometimes turning to another man, no strings attached is but the only answer. Its that validation in yourself, its that confidence, its that feeling where you want nothing more than sex and you call him on your terms.

Until the man of your dreams corners you into a corner to have that exclusive chat, anything goes. He has my heart from a distance but he needs to let me know if he wants the whole package.