Saturday, February 04, 2012

Trouble in paradise once more

We struggle to communicate.

I know i stuffed up. Like real bad. If the tables were turned i would be furious.

My way of dealing with things is to talk through it, quickly. His way of dealing with things is to get some space and time to cool down and think.

The result is i feel unwanted and lonely and he feels crowded. We both feel crummy.

Or maybe i just need to chill.

But the underlying issue is that we are barely seeing each other. Is he avoiding me?

Have we lost that spark?

I don't think we have. The way he held me the other night. The way we fell asleep together.

We will work through this. Can't be too hard can it. I just need to back off.

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