I put myself out there and it was taking a risk. That i liked him, that i was sorry and that i was there if he wanted me.
He seemed not quite sure. But my ego is not so bruised. Its a relief to be honest and to be able to speak my mind and to know where i stand. No more feeling anxious wondering and wasting time playing games.
Sometimes the hardest thing is to direct your heart in the right direction. We had a lovely conversation. He was genuine and he wasn't running away. He wasn't jumping all over me either.
And there are consequences to the actions in my past.
Its about accepting yourself and wanting the best for what works. Its about having the courage to face rejection and let go a little if thats whats needed.
He seemed not quite sure. But my ego is not so bruised. Its a relief to be honest and to be able to speak my mind and to know where i stand. No more feeling anxious wondering and wasting time playing games.
Sometimes the hardest thing is to direct your heart in the right direction. We had a lovely conversation. He was genuine and he wasn't running away. He wasn't jumping all over me either.
And there are consequences to the actions in my past.
Its about accepting yourself and wanting the best for what works. Its about having the courage to face rejection and let go a little if thats whats needed.
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