Thursday, May 03, 2012

Tough one

Your back after a long time. Seemingly better.  Time has passed for things to be civil. It’s a hard one. We are both mature adults. Do I protect my heart and ignore you all together. Never taking a risk on what could be, friendship or otherwise. Or do I concede that If I were thinking of a lifetime with you, that you at least deserve a coffee to explain. I’ve walked away already but there is that inkling in myself to wish for you to have turned out to be somebody else.  I would never trust you again. You betrayed me immensely in a way I would never forget. Forgiveness is easy but I would live in fear that you would do it again and again , at times when I would need you the most.  It’s a touch one. It really is.  Such a dangerous coffee.

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