Thursday, May 03, 2012

Sadness

I feel sadness. Sadness for what we used to have that is no longer here. Sadness for the man I thought you were and who you turned out to be. Sadness that I am too scared of getting hurt and your nature to never trust you again, even at the hand of friendship for I’m scared of getting hurt. Sadness for the fact that I really was falling in love with you and you were not. Sadness that its hard to see you around and wishing you would leave. Sadness for never really knowing the truth and knowing I will reach a day way I probably would not care to. Sadness because right now I’m not completely over you and am still hurting even though there is no chance in hell I would want a reunion. 

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